So I haven't posted in a few days. I've been seriously addicted to Pintrest.com . Plus i've taken some time off from soul searching. I've been thinking. Maybe everyone doesn't have it all figured out. Really, maybe no one has it figured out. You just keep stumbling through life finding your way, going down different paths. Some people stumble more graceful and find their way more easily. But maybe people just seem to have it together. I really feel that society these days has gone down the drain. And while some people seem to have it ok; majority of the people are sinking. I know what i need to do and I know what i want to do; at least in the next 5 years. But I just dont know how i will get there. I dont know if i'll ever get there. I guess all i can do is work hard at it and try my hardest to make my dreams of what i want my life to be come true. Cause really i'm the only one who can do it.  So here i go, still stumbling; praying that someday hopefully soon I'll make it out of NY and follow my dreams.