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Well now I have some answers. But ... How to get my dreams accomplished. ????? It is all overwhelming. Schooling is expensive and it takes time. It's like i've wasted the last 7 years of my life and i'm starting from scratch all over again. It's very frustrating. I dont know where to start. I have a very specific image of what I want to do but i fear it will not happen that way. There are so many things I want to accomplish all within the next few years but I fear that I can't get all the things i want done all at the same time and that means in order to get my career in order I have to put the rest of my life on hold even though I feel like I already did that for 5 years. UGH! nor do i really have the economical means to accomplish it. I'm at a standstill.